Feelingless ;(

Assalamualaikum :)

Ooo Oh Oh
Lately I've been thinking, thinking about what we had. And I know it was hard, it was all that we knew, yeah...

can u feel me? hmm lately i feel like erghhhhhh. hati ku bagaikan dirobek oleh sang jejaka hmphh 

hatiku terasa sakit apabila sang jejaka tweet

"ktk sikmok bergerek kah?'' how can i answer this"

"im fully uninterested uh"

wowww thankyou bro ;))) from this point on, i'm going to treat people exactly how they treat me. hmphhhh 

aku bagaikan tiada perasaan lagi terhadap lelaki. hatiku berasa kosong kosong kosong oh owww.... feelingless.... aku paham apa maksudnyaa. aku tidak memaksa akan dirinya untuk menyukaiku... aku paham seribu kali paham. tidak mengapalah. jika dirimu tidak mahu akan diriku, aku mengalah. aku mengundur diri.... 

kita seperti orang yang tidak sehaluan. dirimu dan diriku tidak sama perasaan. mungkin dulu sama. tapi aku paham. dulu dan sekarang amat berbeza... kalau dulu dirimu mencintaiku, namun sekarang tidak..... segalanya telah berubahhhh

aku bagaikan mengganggu kebahagiaan dirimu. aku tidak layak bahagia. bahagiamu deritaku.. hmphhh

Kau tak perlukan aku. buat apa aku datang dan temuimu. buat apa aku hadir dalam hidupmu..... hm

yes, i love you but nvm :) your friends need you more than i need u. nvm. i understand now.... You love me? No you don't.

I am sorry, dear. I am going to leave you. Go and don't you ever think of, coming back to me. Why? Since u are lost, I am lost too.

Don't leave. I thought you, want me to be happy? Yes! With me! But I am tired, getting hurt everyday, with you egoistic atitude.

 

Maybe it's true, I can't live without u. Maybe it's true, I miss ur existence in my life. Maybe it's true, I am deeply in love with u.

hmm. nvm..... I am just tired with everything. bye Assalamualaikum~