Love is Cinta

Alias, you're the one who always make me happy. Alias, I do love you. I do trust you. Every Monday until Friday we always meet each other. Actually, I want to make conversation with you. I wanted to talk with you. but why you always pretend like you don't want to talk with me?

I know, I ever make you hurt. I know you mad with me because I've hurt you. but, please forgive me. please forget about the past. I think you already forget about that things. but, I can't.

Alias, I miss the old you. Saya rindukan awak! Baharulah sy sedar bahawa pabila kita sangat-sangat mencintai seseorang, kita pasti akan terluka bila kita kehilangan orang tersebut. Insan tersebut sangat bermakna dalam hidup saya. Kata orang, "kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan.''

Bila rindu bersemi, jiwa saya mulai memberontak untuk mewartakan padanya bahawa "sesungguhnya sayalah kekasih yang sering merindui dan menyayangimu setulus hati. Namun, sy tahu biarpun khabar itu sampai ke matanya, ia tidak pernah dapat menyentuh jiwa dan hatinya. Saya memang bukanlah yang terbaik jika dibandingkan dengan insan lain yang bergelar perempuan. Saya banyak kekurangan.

Walaupun saya masih mencintaimu awak, saya tak mahu awak menjadi milik saya. kerana mungkin saya bukanlah yang terbaik untuk awak. Saya sentiasa mendoakan yang terbaik untuk awak kerana saya percaya perkara yang terbaik untuk awak, terbaik untuk saya juga.. Letting go doesn't mean giving up. It means moving on.

If you can go days without talking to me, I'm obviously not that important to you. I think about you a lot more than I probably should.

Everythings happen for a reason. Every person we meet will have a role in our lives, be it big or small. Some will hurt, betray and make us cry, to become stronger. Some will teach us lessons, not to change us but for us to realize our mistakes and to help us grow and make us a better person. And some would simply inspire and love us to make us happy...